7 Things about me!

1. I meet my husband while we both worked at Animal Kingdom and we only dated 1 and half before we got married and now 8 year of marriage We are still very happy.

2. I love to cook and bake.

3. I have some of the Greatest friends in the world and most of them I have had since I was a child.

4. I owned a white Fiesta that I could put about 6 people in and have.

5. JJ is one of my oldest friends and he is married to one of my oldest friends too and they share the same birthday (29 of march)

6. I have 3 kids and I am a stay at home mom.

7. I still watch cartoons and laugh at them too.

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Thought for today!

Have you ever thought about what your worth is? Sometimes as when you are having one of those day you start to think about how much you are worth! You sit and think man I am a bad mom or I am not doing what Gob wants and sometime I'm not the wife I should be! I know as a mom of 2 special needs kids it is hard to believe you are doing everything right. I know God gives you the kids you are meant to have and I spoke them into the atmosphere when I was just a child (10 or 11). Then you have days like today when the kids come home and they are loving and tell you,"Mommy I love you!" or "You are my bestest friend!" and to hear my little girl tell her Uncle Bubba,"Uve You". I know deal with and I doing what God wants is the hardest for me. I know we need to find a church home and be able to get plugged in. It is hard when you have a child that is not easy to keep in the service or in the nursery. I know that is an excuse but is is hard. And now the wife I should be it is hard when you are on the road 5 days a week back and forth to therapy coming home and have to get 2 boys ready to go to school and get Zarah down and look at my house and think I need a nap. I don't sleep worth a crap I have a hard time getting to sleep and when I do Taylor come and crawls in bed with me and then there goes me going back to sleep. So on the days my hubby is off work I just want to sleep and not worry about having to take care of him too. I have not been giving him a love or time I should. I just want to be able to feel like a good mom and wife and also do what God wants. I just need to let it out I am OK just need to vent. thanks for the ear!

It is Easter Weekend!

Well where to start well today I took the kids for pictures at Target!I have to say I use to before the kids got so big I would take then to do photos but now I can only do it once a year I was about to go crazy Taylor when you put him a small room with peolpe. And the other two go crazy too because of Taylor. But I will have to say I got good pictures! I am boiling eggs for dying eggs. I am also going to make potato salad and a cheese cake and a carrot cake. I also have to make Mac and Chesse. We are going to a friends house for Easter dinner! I cant wait this year the boys are old enought to have fun. I will post pictures when I can.

Dad left today!

Sorry I have not blogged in a few days I had my dad here and I was busy with him and my kids! It was a really good trip we had lots of fun! Well we are doing good Taylor is getting sleep and we have his sleep study tomorrow night and we have to be there all night. I well be taking him and Byron will be here with Issac and Zarah. I am getting excited this is what we have been waiting to see what is going on with his sleep. We are getting ready for the EEG on good Friday. I can't wait to see how it all tuns out! talk to you all soon.

Remembering

Well today it has been 8 Years since I had a life changing accident. Most of you who know me know this story but there are a few who may not. 8 Years ago I was a bus driver and was doing my regular run. I was making my regular stop on Highway 27 and I had 9 kids on the bus. The age of the kids was kindergarten to middle school. I had turned on my lights and started my stop when I pulled the stop arm and start to let the 2 kids that lived at the stop a kindergarter and a middleschooler. I had started to open the doors when I trucker blow past my stop arm and I did not finish opening the door but the kindergarter had aready slipped down in to the door at the time the trucker blow my stop arm I had one of my student's start yelling Miss Haney A truck is on the other side. It was only a split second and the second truck passed me on my door side. So in that split second she was in my door and the truck was passing me on my doorside and she was sucked out. I watched her get sucked out and land in front of my bus. After that I quickly call for help. I dont remember alot after that. I know they told me I was in shock for days after. I still have no memory I just remember what people tell me. I still have a hard time dealing but every year it gets a little easier. But I will never forget her Brittney Ann Moore will always be a part of my life. I will never forget her she was only 6 and to young to be in heaven but I know she is in a better place. Sorry this is so sad but this is the day I will always remember.

Another Sunday!

Well here is another sunday I have spent at home wishing for monday. Let see Taylor has not had OT in a week and a half and he is so sensory deprived he is all over me and his brother. He is in need of input I cant give him. Yet again I am wishing for tomorrow! But I will have to say the new med they have him on we are now getting 12 hours a night now! YEAHHH! First time since he was a baby we have gotten that much sleep out of him! We are also getting ready for my dad is coming in in thrusday! I cant wait he has not seen us since Oct. and the boys and Zarah have changed so much in that time. I like gettting him all to my self and I dont have to share him with anyone else. He gets to play with the kids and not worry about anything like working. When we are in Florida he has 3 jobs. #1 is the mill and then #2 is at a parts store and #3 he has to be dad and when he is here he is just dad. Anyways I cant wait till then and the kids will have a ball. Well it is time to put my babies to bed so we can get up and start our day about 7 in the morning. I will talk at you all later. love you all