Test results

Well today we got the test results from Taylors EEG and Sleep Study! His EEG was clear YEAH! but his sleep study came back he does not have sleep apnea. He does have shallow breathing and long breath spells. He does have Nocturnal Myoclonus--Unusual Movement During Sleep. In a 4 hour sleep time it woke him 11 times. so he is not getting a rest full sleep. I can be cause from low iron in the muscles. just want to let you all know what was going on.

Will Power!

Okay I want to talk about willpower I have some but need more. I am needing willpower to diet and stand strong in excercing. I need to lose about 60 lb. I know to start small and start at 10 first and then set new goals. I am starting tomorrow back better or not I am starting and not stopping till I get down to atleast what I weight before the babies where born I would be happy to be there again. I am need to do this for me and my family I know I am not healthy and I need to be with my kids they keep me going and I can keep up for a while but I cant keep it up the whole time they can.
They other think I need willpower on is not giving up when thinks look bad. I am fighting right now trying to get Issac some behavior therapy to help with his ADHD and OCD. It is so hard to have a child with ASD (autism) and receive the therapy he needs for behavior therapy. But when it comes to anything other then ASD you can't receive any ABA if you don't have a diagnose of ASD. I am not saying they don't need it they do and it helps. But is sum what unfair to the kids with ADHD and OCD and parents don't want their kids on Medicine. Issac is to young for meds and after seeing what ABA does I know he would make great strides with it. I have seen his brother be able to do things and interact with people that he could have never done a year ago. Taylor has a long want to go but he is a much better boy since we have started ABA and other therapy's. Issac is not a bad child he is just wild and when the boys get wound up they are to much and they start bouncing off the walls. Now that Zarah is bigger she is running around following her brothers. You want to talk about Wild I think sometimes I think I live in a monkey cage or a circus. I sorry for venting I just need the willpower to not give up.